Blehh=/

I've never hated yet liked something so much at the same time, UGHHHH don't restrain from what it is. Frustration??? Yeah the complexity of the situation so impressively HUGE! I don't get you I don't understand and the more I try to the more I don't know what to think, can you please help me out I just don't know what to say you tell me??? Cause I just wanna free fall from everything why is everything so complicated. Don't you think it's still there and be careful!!! Because I just might completyly walk away from everything even our frienship so figure out what you want!

Ignorance is bliss?

...And you would think that at some point you would think that heartbreaks would get easier, at times I wanna be the girl who doesn't care when a heartbreak occurs, play it off for the next couple of days; play it off like I'm on some type of kryptonite. Then it starts to fade. You can tell yourself that you don't care but you do? And maybe it's the way you looked at me that one time you probably? or maybe it's the way my hand felt on your back when I said bye to you. Just that text that read "Baby" every time I looked at my phone, or maybe Those cute good morning sometime between 7 or 7:15 A.M yeah I remembered haha. You could have been my all or nothing but we're not even friends now, guess we're strangers now? Well I'm Shereena nice to meet you? Let's start all over agian like this is the first time we;re meeting? haha that would be Nice...It was just so lame I dont even know what our fight was about, well I have to get you out my syestem somehow I always replayy everything, now to me your nothing:( I put you on a pedastal. Well yeahh I guess sometimes you just get lonleyy.

Hella Random but...HK

Your gonna live here someday!!!!LOL

VVVVV

Self explanatory.

Hot!!

Hey! So yesterday Was a good day actually!! Angie Came over and we went and watched Final Destination And it was alright I suppose And Angie stayed over and we stayed up talking about these "Guys" But yeah She left like a little while ago. Then today Is super hot too, CuzinO is gonna come over later so yeah.mmk Gonna cut it short cause It's too hot Kay Peacee=)

Dam It's BEEN hella Mo'effin Day's!

Well yeah Hello I have been MIA since for like ever!sorry I've been busy tho. So yeah School started like 2 weeks ago it's pretty chill I guess Homework Sucks but oh well Oh and so does spanish LOL. So every day 1st period me and joyce always have very interesting convos about "This One Guy" don't trip it's not about you so don't worry about it. Huh joyce? Cause "It's watever aha". Oh and I miss My cutiepie right about now We hav'nt kicked or anything I bet he's reading this so I MISS YOU ;). But yeah other then that just been busy school,Night classes, looking for a effing Job ughh Busy Busy Busy it's frustrating! But it's okay.And I'm like already counting down my bday and it's like 6 months awayy! I'm hella juicedd I guess=) But yeah I'm gonna go eat so yeahh bye=)

P.S Joyce we have too sing Beautiful Creation again ;) Aha

Bored!!!

Well hello world I'm bored so let me write for your interest. Well today I just stayed home then I went and got a manicure and a pedicure. Dam everytime I get a mani they always cut my cuticles like 2 times at th max and then they put that antiseptic shit and it burns like a bitch! Well yeah really random but sometimes I think about if I'll ever meet my young love ya know the one that will make me say " Dam I think he could be the one" but my luck is just not that great I suppose but someone, some where out there that is just for me.haha. Hella weird I wonder where he is? Does he wonder where I am?I know I'm weird BUT I am cute LOL so it's okay right??? And that was not concieted LOL okayy?Kay! People say they can't figure me out. haha the fck??right? Well the day a guy figures me out I'll know he's the one I think. Hmm well I'm going on vaction in 4 mo'effin days hella juiced to get away from it all I suppose. Well let's talk about something else! Some how I feel the picture has become more clear to me you don't wanna talk to me anymore and I've tryed my hardest to communicate, I've just gave my all to someone who's obviously gave up on me and what I thought we called a TRUE friendship, not a day goes by that I don't think about it sometimes I wonder if you think about it and if you care. Cause days are'nt the same with out you in them, makes me tear up ya know?? well what more can I say cause there is simply not enough words in the world to say what I'm feeling now. But you promised friends forever cause I did'nt forget because I said " Pinky promise friends forever not matter what " I still stand by what I siad. Well yeah I'm gonna cut it here:)